In most areas of my life I have very low self-esteem I always assume the worst. My feelings are easily hurt and I always assume that nobody likes me. Interestingly enough in the billiard room my self-esteem should be taking a beating because I almost always lose. As well, when people are picking teams some guys don't really care if they win or lose and some know that I can sometimes be the one who wins the game. That is to say I am not as bad a player as I once was. Less