This is a song about something bad that really happened to me back in 1997. I decided to share it with you because it can happen to any woman. I want to say to all the women that you've to be careful with drunken men. And to all the men, I would like to say that when a woman says no, she really means no. --- lyrics written on September 11, 2011 When you called me, you sound so depressed when you called me. You sound so full of pain. And I wanted to help you. So I invited you to come over. But little did I know. That you just wanted to touch me. Little did I know. That you were drunk. So you came to my place. And you started to touch me. I told you that I didn't want it. But you didn't listen to anything I said. Then you took my virginity. I felt so much pain, deep inside me. I couldn't do anything. I just froze. I took a bath, for hours and hours. Cause I felt dirty. I felt so much shame. I felt so much guilt, so much pain. Crying a lot, While I was in bed. I took a shower afterwards for hours and hours. It was the day. That I will never forget. It was the day, that I will never forget. It was the day that I lost my virginity, against my will. So, much pain So, much pain I was so weak. And I always told myself. If it would ever happen to me. Then I will kick him when he tried to rape me. But when it really did happen to me, I simply froze. I couldn't move. I felt the pain. I felt the shame. I couldn't do anything. I felt the fear, deep down, in my heart. Less