2012-02-12 1st journal, Mayan day 3 DeerTranscript http://www.scribd.com/doc/81390366Intro:It's the first live journal in a number of days. I've been off into an odd space, and not really in good shape to journal – or so I tell myself, anyway. Just kinda lost – I bet you know what I mean, here.Anyway – well, I'm feeling lost again, waiting for the words to come and not knowing what to say. That's the thing when you do journals from the heart like this – your mind isn't there to rescue you during the blank spots. They stay blank. Well, that's okay for me, since it's real, it's sincere – ya know, not faked. I'd much rather have a real silence than some insincere words covering the gap.It's the shift to getting down deep, and experiencing life from there, I suppose. It just keeps going deeper and deeper. Sometimes you're tempted to think, “Gee, that's got to be the deepest thing, ever – I don't see how things could go deeper.” Well, while it may feel that way, it's a sure bet that's incorrect. It can ALWAYS go deeper. At least, that's been my experience.It's so very strange, as more and more of us are spending more and more of our “time” in this in-between “space” - where the words, themselves seem to either fall away or just not be very useful at describing things. I know that part of this is because we lose more and more of the object sense – the whole subject/object thing falls apart. More and more it gets to be just subject – you ARE that, whatever it is.It's like blessing the water – that's something that really takes me deep, at times. When living from heart or from a deeper “space,” you're very aware that everything is connected – that all water is one, for instance. Thus, when I hold my glass in my hand, I also hold all the water that exists, everywhere – if I choose to be aware of it. That floors me, sometimes, and with water being so divine, anyway, it can get overwhelming. Magical...
My joy is playing with perspectives, with higher dimensional ways of viewing life, and sharing that with my other selves - with you - through my journals. They don't all get posted, but many of them make it here. They make good conversation starters. Life isn't at all what we think it is - our 3D perspective is too limited. Still, that is fine, because we are all in the midst of perhaps the biggest, most phenomenal mass awakening that has ever occurred anywhere in Cosmos. At a minimum it is touching every part of the globe, every people, every race, nationality, and creed - faith or no faith, it doesn't matter. Humanity is moving on! I hope that my joyful work, which I present here, will shed some light, bring some blessings, and help many to realize they're not alone in what is happening. We're all one, and with quantum entanglement, the proof is in. What you do affects me, what I do affects you - it's just a fact, and a beautiful one, at that. My way is to journey through the heart, to bring others along for the cosmic ride. There's a whole different world in there: the Kingdom of Heart. The rules are different, too. Mind need not bother to enter in; nor can judgment, fear, nor blame find their space there. The portal's easy to find; it's open wide. All can enter. You will be changed. Learn what the rules are, how to open the door, how to abide, once you find it. Though it's very simple, it's also surprising, so be prepared to be amazed as we journey on our magic carpet ride. All are welcome. All are kin. All are one. That includes our space brothers, by the way. No prejudice here against any form of life.
