2011-12-19 1st journal, Mayan day 13 Eb/RoadTranscript http://www.scribd.com/doc/76072701Intro:Boy, do I ever feel down. This is such an odd place for me to be in, too. I'm not used to it, anymore. Sure, I used to be depressed quite a lot. I was that way for years, without knowing it. With my daughter in counseling, though, it began to dawn – I was depressed. What a shock.Then came the years on the anti-depressive pills – many years. Sure, they helped. I'd been down without knowing to call it that for so long. It was rather nice to get some relief. Still, I'm just not a pill taker, and it wasn't long before I rebelled. But hey, getting off of those things is the dickens. Again and again, I tried, but when I'd find myself breaking out into tears for no reason that I was aware of – well, I just figured I still needed the pills. It took a long time. I don't know what made it happen – why, at some point it was suddenly right, suddenly do-able, when it hadn't been, before. Really, I don't know. Anyway, it's been about 10 years or so, now, since I've been on them, and I'm glad. There's no way I'd consider medicating for this, again. No way. It's natural for me, now.So, sometimes I guess we just feel depressed. There's no telling what it could be – and really, does it matter? The reality is that, if we wait a while, it will pass. Change is the one constant we can count on in this crazy realm. Well, thank God for that. I rather like it. It helps us let go and stay free, once we tune in to it. That's how I see it, anyway. No use hanging on, clinging to something, to anything – soon enough it will be gone. Go with the flow.It's really been a time of letting go, hasn't it? It has been for me for some years – decades, in fact. It started out slowly, though...
My joy is playing with perspectives, with higher dimensional ways of viewing life, and sharing that with my other selves - with you - through my journals. They don't all get posted, but many of them make it here. They make good conversation starters. Life isn't at all what we think it is - our 3D perspective is too limited. Still, that is fine, because we are all in the midst of perhaps the biggest, most phenomenal mass awakening that has ever occurred anywhere in Cosmos. At a minimum it is touching every part of the globe, every people, every race, nationality, and creed - faith or no faith, it doesn't matter. Humanity is moving on! I hope that my joyful work, which I present here, will shed some light, bring some blessings, and help many to realize they're not alone in what is happening. We're all one, and with quantum entanglement, the proof is in. What you do affects me, what I do affects you - it's just a fact, and a beautiful one, at that. My way is to journey through the heart, to bring others along for the cosmic ride. There's a whole different world in there: the Kingdom of Heart. The rules are different, too. Mind need not bother to enter in; nor can judgment, fear, nor blame find their space there. The portal's easy to find; it's open wide. All can enter. You will be changed. Learn what the rules are, how to open the door, how to abide, once you find it. Though it's very simple, it's also surprising, so be prepared to be amazed as we journey on our magic carpet ride. All are welcome. All are kin. All are one. That includes our space brothers, by the way. No prejudice here against any form of life.
